All songs and lyrics by Louise Le Hir
Arranged by Matt Rendon and LLH
Recorded and mixed by Matt Rendon at Midtown Island Studio, Tucson AZ

Side A

Cosmic Love Song #23

As I stand before you, I assure you

You’ll hear every word I have to say

In my telling of a story you ignore me

And you drift off into space

You can laugh at my misguided graces

But I know who I am and I’m okay

And there’ll come a time when you will find

These words are resonating in your mind

Well I only fall in love to feel the pain

Ain’t no ordinary thing I can explain

I live life to keep on living

I love you through your misgivings

And I only fall in love to feel the pain

Mysterious expressions that remind me of the things I most regret

Is there room inside someone like me

To move along and try to get there yet

Can I tell you what you want to hear

Goodbye my friend the end is here

So long

Can I give up what I love the most

To live as host 

To that which will be the death of me

Well I only fall in love to feel the pain

Ain’t no ordinary thing I can explain

I live life to keep on living

I love you through your misgivings

And I only fall in love to feel the pain

Yeah I only fall in love to feel the pain

Soft

All I can say

Is it asking to much

All I can do

Is it all down to luck

Silver wind tangles 

all tied up torn down

Warm air cold water

I die and I’m born

And I’ll be gone 

In the fall

And in the morning

When I’m calling

It will all be coming down

Into a dream

Into a song

I build a montage

Oh my love

My mind is haunted

Sweet sleep

She is all I ever want

Places and things 

That I’ll never recall

Forgive me myself

Have I been through it all

Graceful and soft

Is the sound of my falling

I won’t be long no

I’m a comin’ my darling

And I’ll be gone

Like a song

That has come

To it’s ending

And all that I’ve done wrong

Will linger on

Like a mist 

I will fall

Soft and wet

And inconsistently

Kissing at the minutes

That slide on

Materialist

You’re living in the world today

You’re running all around the place

You find yourself – you’re face to face

You run so far away

You get away with it

And now you’re in some other phase

Your lips are dry and you can’t taste this

You ain’t your war it ain’t your way

You wanna hate it

But baby you’re wasting time

And you’re always wrong about me

And you always take so long

You know you’re always wrong

You know you never do nothing without me

And you’re always

Baby always wrong

Give me everything

Everything I want

Give me everything

Everything I want

Give me everything, everything

And I’ll cry for more

Give me everything 

Everything I want

Yer So Fine

Sleep in the ground with a bed made of a cowboy hat

Everybody left besides the stars that rain on you

You’ve got friends just in case you really need them

Where they’ve gone to though, you haven’t got a clue

Fine Fine

You know everything everybody’s got to tell you

Fine Fine

You’ll get there by yourself

My my you sure do like

Sure do like to put up a fight

‘Specially whence

It goes against

What you know for you ain’t right

Don’t lie just to try to make it easy

It ain’t a fact you gotta lie to tell the truth

My my that ain’t no way to treat nobody

My my the only one you hurt is you

Fine Fine

You know everything everybody’s got to tell you

Fine Fine

You’ll get there by yourself

My my you sure do like

Sure do like to put up a fight

‘Specially whence

It goes against

What you know for you ain’t right

Les Birdies

Un petite bonjour à la fin du jour

Tu vien, tu fais demi-tour

Elle n’est jamais constante

Non jamais évidente

On aurait mieux fait de laisser

Tomber ces murs

Demain nous ne demanderons rien

Ça commence, c’est fini

Ça revient

Mon petit recours

Quand je me trouve sans amour

Je ne me suis jamais sentie  

Si en vie

End Slowly

You say that you wanna

You don’t but you’re gonna

You’re making your mama so sad that

She’s gonna get angry right now

Lost in illusion

You know what you’re doing

Call it a truce

And go through with it

Baby get into it

Or we’re all gonna go down quick

You say that you wanna

You don’t but you’re gonna

You’re making your mama so sad that

She’s gonna get angry right now

Let it end slowly

Let it end slowly

Let it end slowly

Let it end slowly

Side B

Lake Erie

Watch me as I walk away

Watch me as I walk across the lake

Watch me as I walk away

Forgive yourself and get all you can take

Reaching for the northern shore

Everyone knows there’s more

Ignore the rain, the beating downpour

All will calm though weathered and torn

Ooh Lake Erie

Ooh Lake Erie

Sinking in the desert sand

All is lost from your command

Everything you do by hand

So get yourself back in the van

Reaching for a western shore

Everyone knows there’s more

Ignore the heat, the beating sun’s scorn

All will calm though weathered and torn

Ooh Lake Erie

Ooh Lake Erie

Dying in a paradise

Everyone is not so nice

Lost yourself in look-a-likes

Get somewhere to set you right

Reaching for the southern border

Everyone knows there’s more

Ignore the waves that beat on the shore

All will calm though weathered and torn

Ooh Lake Erie

Ooh Lake Erie

Break Up in a Convex Mirror

You’ve been floating away for some time

You’ve been treading this dream

With a little less love

With each day that goes by

And there’s no need to try

When you just don’t believe

I was all in

‘Cause I thought it was you

Now I’m falling in a tumble

We were lost in 

That shimmering hue

That was love

That was all that we knew

Open me up and give back what I gave to you

Take what you want I don’t care

Love me or not but please do I’m so scared

To be lonely

Lost for you

Lost in you

Never get over you

I’ll never find you again

Well I’m lost for you 

Lost in you

Never get over you

I’ll never find you again

All of me

All dreary insensible

Lost me

Do you dare?

Far from me

And knowing the rest of me

Take what you want

I don’t care

Open me up and give back what i gave to you

Take what you want I don’t care

Love me or not but please do I’m so scared

To be lonely

Ghost (Oh, Before You Go)

I opened up my eyes this morning

And I saw you standing in my door

You came in without any warning

Though I saw you coming true before

Daylight, daylight frightening

When you don’t like the lines on the face you see

And what do I make of what’s to come

I just don’t know

I just don’t know

Oh but at night it’s a different story

You’re the one I already know

Honey I ain’t waiting for you

I know you’ll come to me before you go again

Oh but at night it’s a different story

You’re the one I already know

Honey I ain’t waiting for you

I know you’ll come to me before you go again

Before you go, before you go again

95

You want love in a low way

I just can’t define it

You want love just as a get away

There’s nothing in you behind it

You want it all, you take it all the way

You can’t be reminded

That there’s a consequence 

To indifference

Heading down the 95

Trying to ease your conscience

Gonna take more 

than just a drive

Bottle’s more than halfway empty

Still alive but not for long yet

Gonna take the easy way

This time

Well we talked and cruised and compared our bruises

How come your story ain’t true

You give up and you make excuses

Yeah this time this song is for you

But I ain’t trying to wait around

Comes to you I lost my patience

I need no advice from some friend of mine

I can use my imagination

To see that

You’re still trying to waste my time 

With this no win situation

It ain’t as hard 

As it seems

No I ain’t trying to wait around

Comes to you I lost my patience

I need no advice from some friend of mine

I can use my imagination

To see that

You’re still trying to waste my time

With this no win situation

It ain’t as hard

As hard as it seems

It ain’t as hard

As hard as it seems

Darling

Tired in the morning

My head upon my knee

I tossed and I pined

But I can’t get no sleep

I couldn’t have tried

To make it more clear

I want you 

Around me

In the afternoon

On the longest ride

We took the top down

And you let me drive

Everyone gets lonely

And we change our minds

I look to you

To see what I might find

My Darling, My Dear

I can hear you softly breathing

My Darling, My Dear

I need you to be nearer to me

I was your Botticceli

Your reflection in the mirror

And you were every answer

To my questions 

Through the years

I was falling quickly

And although insincere

You fulfilled a purpose

And I let myself be yours

My Darling, My Dear

I can hear you softly breathing

My Darling, My Dear

I need you to be nearer to me

I’m just a button your trying to push

Your just a flag at the start of my search

Memory fades, it tames and it shades

Those love affairs that were all such a game

Just in vain

There’s no shame in it

My Darling, My Dear

I can hear you softly breathing

My Darling, My Dear

I need you to be nearer to me

Fire

Holdin’ on to letting go

One dream over just days ago

Melted as if sunlit snow

What was to be cannot be known

Old and new untrodden feelings

What to make there is no meaning

Anxious and yet comfortable

Helpless but still purposeful

Hold on stand next to me

Hold on to what’s meant to be

I’ll follow with intensity

Like fire in the night

Head up high, hang out below

Choose the seed that wants to grow

Give to them what they don’t know

You will not be denied

Get on up, go out and see

Come on home, come back to me

In the air and out of reach

It’s nice to be alive

Hold on, stand next to me

Hold on to what’s meant to be

I guide you with intensity

Like fire in the night

Head up high, hang out below

Choose the seed that wants to grow

Give to them what they don’t know

You will not be denied

Get on up, go out and see

Come on home, come back to me

In the air and out of reach

It’s nice to be alive

Hold on, stand next to me

Hold on to what’s meant to be

I’ll guide you with intensity

Like fire in the night

Hold on, stand next to me

Hold on to what’s meant to be

Enlightened our intensity

Will guide us through the night

Like fire in the night

Like fire in the night

Like fire in the night

Side C

Kill Pretty

I can tell from the look in your eyes

It’s comin’

Slowly now, you tiptoe around

I’m waiting

I can feel like a breath on my neck 

A brush of your hand and I know what comes next

It’s so strange that I can feel the pain

It’s so close now

I fall down, your hands ‘round my throat

I’m so heavy

It’s getting cold and I don’t have a coat

And I’m lonely

I was young but that’s all over now

The hours have turned and it’s soured somehow

You were there when I took my last breath 

And it’s yours now

I can tell from the look in your eyes 

It’s comin’

Slowly now, you tiptoe around

I’m waiting

I was young but that’s all over now

The hours have turned and it’s soured somehow

You were there when I took my last breath 

And it’s yours now

Dis-moi

Donne-moi

Donne-moi ta main

Marche avec moi 

Dans la rue étoilée

Et dis-moi

Une histoire de ta vie

Mais ne dis pas, je t’en prie, non

Ne dis pas tes secrets

Dans la nuit

Dans la tranquillité

Du soir

Nous sommes seuls

Dis-moi, dis-moi

Que tu ne pense qu’à moi

Dis-moi, dis-moi

Que tu m’aimes

Dans la nuit

Dans la tranquillité du soir

Nous sommes seuls

Dis-moi, dis-moi

Que tu ne pense qu’à moi

Dis-moi, dis-moi 

Que tu m’aimes

El Tiradito

Well I’ve been thinking about it

And you don’t care to say the least

I been thinking all about it

And it’s important to me

You come down on me

You come down and hit the floor

Lately I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

Baby I want something more

When you get lonely is 

The time when I come to your mind

But when I need a friend

Baby you’re so hard to find

You come down on me 

I’m so down all the time

And I can’t forget about you baby

But I’ve gotta draw the line

The moon will rise

Sure as the sunsets

Sure as you’ll be on my mind

And you still won’t love me

Like you didn’t 

The whole time

Well I’ve been thinking about it

And you don’t care this I can see

I’ve been thinking about

And it’s important to me

You come down on me

I’m so down all the time

And I can’t forget about you baby

But I’ve got to draw the line

The moon will rise

Sure as the sunsets 

Sure as you’ll be on mind

And you still won’t love me

The way you didn’t

The whole time

The moon will rise

Sure as the sunsets 

Sure as you’ll be on mind

And you still won’t love me

The way you didn’t

The whole time

Little Waterfalls

Little waterfall

Crying just a bit each time

I don’t get close to you

How I wish I could be someone to you

Walking out the door

On the Congress street just twirling

My little parasol

Through the glass I know you see me

I’ve gone away

And you never knew my name

No you’ll never catch this train I’m on

I’m gone

I’m gone

Gone

Am I in a cloud

I may as well be underground

The way your gaze just slips away

Find a mirror and fix my face

Strolling down the tracks 

Something’s coming just ahead

But I’m not tied to anyone

Clouds are rising making shapes

I’ve gone away and you never knew my name

No you’ll never catch this train I’m on

I’m gone 

I’m gone

Gone

I’ve gone away and you never knew my name

No you’ll never catch this train I’m on

I’m gone

I’m gone

Gone

Hummingbirds

Mornings I look up and gaze

Sunlight beaming from your face

Evenings with you love I know

They’ll be hummingbirds outside our window

Light of life I didn’t know

Give me strength I couldn’t show

All of you is all I know

I’m blown into your time

Long they last the times gone past

When I was bound to be your lass

Love me as I live for you

As our world spins on so fast

And you’re always, always on my mind

Always, always on my mind

Always, always always

Always only all the time

Always, always on my mind

Existential me and you

We see things from different views

Look at me sometimes askew

But we always fall in line

Every breath and every graze

I find myself to be amazed

Here’s the one and here’s the sun

I feel it turning ‘round us 

And you’re always, always on my mind

Always, always on my mind

Always, always always

Always only all the time

Always, always on my mind

My love

Always, always on my mind

Always, always on my mind

Always, always always

Always only all the time

Always, always on my mind

My love

Poisson

Doucement

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Doucement 

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Doucement

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Doucement 

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Petit poisson de ma vie

Maintenant je suis accomplie

Doucement

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Doucement 

Ma vague

Sans souci ni peine ni peure

Je suis tranquil dans ma mer

Side D

Through the Mirror

Lie for you

I’d lie down and tell your story

Lie with you

Because you tell the truth

Laugh at you

And I laugh at you because you need me

Tell me true

Does it empty you or fell your feelings

I fall through

Fall through every crack and mirror

I am you

On the other side

You see true

Though we are as such divided

Call me blue

When I feel myself so much alive

Silly man that ran away

Tortured soul with hell to pay

You’ll be on your on your own so long 

From now until tomorrows

Icy breeze, the desert air

On your own, now comes the fear

Once you thought that you were scared

And now you really know it

So I stand for you

Oh lovely who comes to my rooms

I share with you

My dreams, my designs

I care for you

As I care for all the human races

Baby you’re a fool

Don’t allow time to waste away

Silly man that ran away

Tortured soul with hell to pay

You’ll be on your on your own so long 

From now until tomorrows

Icy breeze, the desert air

On your own, now comes the fear

Once you thought that you were scared

And now you really know it

Give It

Give it and take it away

Give it and take it away

Is it fraught as it seems

That our deaths are but living dreams

Given and taken away

Imagine a scene where you wash up on a shore

Much to more you don’t know what it means

Was it a god who decided where you’ll reside

When waves crash you into forever more

Give it and take it away

Give it and take it away

Is it fraught as it seems

That our deaths are but living dreams

Given and taken away

Imagine a scene where you wash up on a shore

Much to more you don’t know what it means

Was it a god who decided where you’ll reside

When waves crash you into forever more…forever more…

Give it and take it away

Give it and take it away

Is it fraught as it seems

That our deaths are but living dreams

Given and taken away

Imagine a scene where you wash up on a shore

Much to more you don’t know what it means

Was it a god who decided where you’ll reside

When waves crash you into forever more

Bella

Gimme little reason to hide boy

Gimme little reason to hide

You gimme little reasons to run and hide

Gimme little reason to hide

My eyes were red

And you wore blue

I know me

But who are you

I think it’s time that I knew you knew

Now it’s a reckonin’ time

Silly little kitty on a long way home

With an alley cat thinking it’s a walking me home

Barely there and hardly scared

I can tell you I’m-a knowing what’s wrong

Gimme little reason to hide boy

Gimme little reason to hide

You gimme little reasons to run and hide

Gimme little reason to hide

I saw the loveliest town

I would’ve hoped they wouldn’t wanna bring me down

They thought I was unknown

Wanted me to go

Wanna go back home

All night as I walked around

Looking for somebody that was safe and sound

Who are you and what do I do

I giggled and he took me down the long road

Down

Baby said

Baby said

Baby said she must have took the long way home

‘Cause she told you she’d be back by two

But I guess she kinda wanted some time alone

Baby said

Baby said

Baby said she must have took the long way home

‘Cause she told you she’d be back by two

But I guess she kinda wanted some time alone

Vanitas

Still life

Of the moonlight

Fading bright

Under shade of night

You’ll try 

But in vain

To search for meaning

You’ll die

But these moments

Will keep fleeting

Don’t cry

You don’t know

What’s on the other side

Don’t lie 

To yourself

You might miss

What was designed for you

You and I

Rotting fruits and falling sands of time

More than life 

More than meaning

undefined

The space it takes

To make mistakes

The love you ache for

The things you hate

All these will soon evaporate

Forever gone

Disintegrated

You must try

With an open mind

Don’t be too sure

Don’t be unkind

Nothing is mine

I cannot stop time

No one gets high enough

Above the world 

To make it stop turning

Shoo

Oh my Shoo

What would you do

When you run out the door

And I don’t see you any more

Oh my truth

I take care of you

I know you need to move

But it leaves this girl 

So much confused

You run around and you don’t care

I search for you everywhere

Just ‘till you get cold and scared

Then I find you at my stairs

You look at me with some despair

You’d be lost if I were there

Here I am to brush your hair

Here’s my bed to warm you

Oh my Shoo

What will you do

I can’t help but worry

Though I know you don’t mean to be cruel

I’m a fool

To think that I could change you

We come from a different kind 

But here am I and love is blind

You run around and you don’t care

I search for you everywhere

Just ‘till you get cold and scared

Then I find you at my stairs

You look at me with some despair

You’d be lost if I were there

Here am I to brush your hair

Here’s my bed to warm you

You run around and you don’t care

I search for you everywhere

Just ‘till you get cold and scared

Then I find you at my stairs

You look at me with some despair

You’d be lost if I were there

Here am I to brush your hair

Here’s my bed to warm you

Les Charussures de Maman

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures blue

On faisait comme ca

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures blue

On faisait comme ca

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures verte

On faisait comme ca

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures verte

On faisait comme ca

Quand elle était partie 

Moi j’etais coquine

J’essayais tous ses habits 

Mes il y avait pas sourir 

Quand je mais maquiller

C’etait le grand bordelle

Non non! Oui Oui!

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures rose

On faisait comme ca

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures rose

On faisait comme ca

Quand elle était partie 

Moi j’etais coquine

J’essayais tous ses habits 

Mes il y avait pas sourir 

Quand je mais maquiller

C’etait le grand bordelle

Non non! Oui Oui!

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures rose

On faisait comme ca

Quand Maman avait 

Des nouvelles chaussures rose

On faisait comme ca